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Posted by: 90sRetroFan
« on: March 17, 2026, 07:27:30 pm »

"these bonds were severed already through compulsory schooling"

How does compulsory schooling sever your bonds with your siblings?
Posted by: rp
« on: March 17, 2026, 06:45:46 pm »

"This distrust could be valid with regard to pre-menopause females (whom you might be subconsciously viewing as reproductive resources) or males of any age (whom you might be subconsciously viewing as reproductive competitors over those resources), but I do not see how this could be valid with regard to post-menopause females."
I see. My grievance was more generally about how this is destroying previously healthy relationships (siblings, parents). But looking back, these bonds were severed already through compulsory schooling, which destroyed my nobility more.
Posted by: 90sRetroFan
« on: March 17, 2026, 04:22:16 pm »

"I cannot even trust myself, as I feel as though I am acting out of sexual impulse"

This distrust could be valid with regard to pre-menopause females (whom you might be subconsciously viewing as reproductive resources) or males of any age (whom you might be subconsciously viewing as reproductive competitors over those resources), but I do not see how this could be valid with regard to post-menopause females. Even if you want to have sex with them, you are subconsciously wanting only to reduce the reproductive sex you could be having instead, which is a sign of Gnostic health!

"Please do."

https://trueleft.createaforum.com/counterculture-era/the-archetype-of-the-warrior-how-films-help-empower-us-all/msg32369/#msg32369
Posted by: rp
« on: March 16, 2026, 11:35:32 pm »

"Almost all Counterculture-era icons have reached this age by now, of whom many have never reproduced."
I cannot even trust myself, as I feel as though I am acting out of sexual impulse, which skews my daily interactions with others, such that I am projecting my misgiving onto them and prejudging them unfairly (similar to how "Christians" view children as ignoble sinners).
Posted by: rp
« on: March 16, 2026, 11:30:27 pm »

"I can make specific recommendations if required."
Please do.
Posted by: rp
« on: March 16, 2026, 11:29:51 pm »

"For the majority, becoming an adult feels empowering. That you feel the opposite shows that you are still different from them. So if they are the typical adults, then logically you are not"
There are some times where I feel "empowered" in the sense that I know now I am somewhat capable of retaliatory violence. But I admit this leads to a sense of complacency, whereupon I regret the feeling as I ultimately am incapable of carrying out retaliatory violence due to legal repercussions.
Posted by: 90sRetroFan
« on: March 16, 2026, 11:10:35 pm »

"copes"

Please do not use incel terminology.

"I am unable to relate with anyone, as I view them as inherently self interested as they have reproduced (i.e. my parents) or will eventually reproduce and hence are acting in their reproductive interest."

https://trueleft.createaforum.com/human-evolution/misinformation-about-racial-origins/msg22150/#msg22150

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I personally give a bonus to women who reach menopause without reproducing, as I can henceforth look at them with certainty that they will never be reproducing.

Almost all Counterculture-era icons have reached this age by now, of whom many have never reproduced. In a few more years, even the youngest of the late 90s debut batch will be at this age also. Surely you can find their works relatable? (I can make specific recommendations if required.)

"Is this what "becoming an adult" feels like?"

For the majority, becoming an adult feels empowering. That you feel the opposite shows that you are still different from them. So if they are the typical adults, then logically you are not.
Posted by: rp
« on: March 16, 2026, 09:10:36 pm »

I am seriously considering this option. I am becoming more and more hopeless and cynical by the day. I am losing faith in my religion. The small remnants of good memories of my childhood are gradually being replaced with the bad ones, namely compulsory schooling, reminding me that the world is ultimately a prison, and that all outlets (I.e. religion, entertainment, etc.) are just copes. I am unable to relate with anyone, as I view them as inherently self interested as they have reproduced (i.e. my parents) or will eventually reproduce and hence are acting in their reproductive interest. Is this what "becoming an adult" feels like? I just cannot take it anymore.