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Posted by: speedarian
« on: March 14, 2024, 06:27:29 pm »

Quote from: guest60 on August 21, 2021, 08:34:47 pm
Is it even possible to recover it? Or does it die along with innocence? Why does it leave us?
Yes, with psychedelics. Not trolling or joking, this is part of the effects they produce. I shall refrain from speaking further, the journey is to make yourself, but you MUST be careful on setting and dose, and to not confuse mind-openers with stimulants. They are not a "quick fix", they pave the path of discovery.
Posted by: guest98
« on: April 30, 2023, 03:35:50 pm »

"I want to be more involved with aryanism but don't want to make a fool of myself"


Matthew 23:12: For those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.

Posted by: FRG_03
« on: April 30, 2023, 11:29:14 am »

* I see them lower than actual trash because trash didn't ask to be created unlike said groups somehow proud of their identity
Posted by: FRG_03
« on: April 30, 2023, 11:22:19 am »

I'm recovering my original nobility and living more noble. I want to be more involved with aryanism but don't want to make a fool of myself and discredit these ideals by accident. Either way I don't see westerners "whites" or right wingers as equal to trash anymore so i'm to treat them accordingly
Posted by: antihellenistic
« on: April 30, 2023, 08:12:00 am »

Quote from: FRG_03 on April 30, 2023, 12:43:26 am
I lost my original nobility when my family convinced me to accept evil people, and to fight them is dangerous and scary. I hate them and always have and I'm not afraid to believe it anymore, dangerous or not. I have lived with schizophrenia from a young age and have difficulty doing even basic things. I had to fix myself because no one else would help me. I will never forgive westerners for the pain they gave me and all others victims of their evil. I want to thank you for all you have taught here. I still have hope. They will pay!

Your live is a struggle, your pain is resistance, your death is heroism, and your enemy's suffering is your victory every day. But your acceptance of this world and being moderate to your enemy is a total betrayal of your original nobility, including betraying our struggle
Posted by: FRG_03
« on: April 30, 2023, 12:43:26 am »

I lost my original nobility when my family convinced me to accept evil people, and to fight them is dangerous and scary. I hate them and always have and I'm not afraid to believe it anymore, dangerous or not. I have lived with schizophrenia from a young age and have difficulty doing even basic things. I had to fix myself because no one else would help me. I will never forgive westerners for the pain they gave me and all others victims of their evil. I want to thank you for all you have taught here. I still have hope. They will pay!
Posted by: HikariDude
« on: April 17, 2023, 08:21:56 am »

Language really does seem like a way to divide us and corrupt out memories. This isn't a pre-language memory, per se but I remember making hand print art when I was a toddler, and all I did was add three hand prints in a line that left a lot of empty space, while my other siblings would fill the paper with hand prints. I, on the other hand, was careful that my prints don't touch each other because I didn't know what to do,

hence, the superiority of child-like sensitivity and the corruption of adult-like influence.
Posted by: rp
« on: April 17, 2023, 12:14:53 am »

Now that I think of it, even in my earliest post-language memory I remember having nostalgia for things (such as the texture of a blanket or toys), which would be impossible without having memories of those things. The abstraction of language only served to reduce this nostalgia as the focus was now on the particular word to describe the object rather than the object itself. Adults also aid in this corruption as they are unable to understand the child's needs nonverbally, which leads to language being advantageous for the child.


Posted by: 90sRetroFan
« on: April 16, 2023, 11:09:40 pm »

"How do you remember your pre-language memories?"

I have a photo album with photos taken when I was a few months old. I still remember the events surrounding the photos from my own first-person perspective. For example, there is a photo of me sitting on a bed with a prickly bedcover. I remember that I kept trying to crawl to the edge of the bed hoping to get off the bed altogether and escape the prickliness, but each time I reached the edge of the bed I got picked up and put back at the centre of the bed! (Then already I knew there was something deeply wrong with adults, who not only had no awareness that the bedcover was prickly, but also did not understand what I was trying to do.) I especially remember that the first time I got picked up near (but not quite at) the edge I initially assumed I was going to be lifted off the bed (rather than have to crawl the whole way myself) and thus felt grateful for a moment, and thus was devastated when the next moment I instead got put back where I started.

There are also other miscellaneous memories not associated with photos, such as looking out at the room through the bars of my cot and feeling the textures of the various materials within my reach, as well as hearing the sounds they made.
Posted by: rp
« on: April 16, 2023, 07:27:51 pm »

" very few humans are able to remember their own pre-language past, so perhaps AI isn't really that different than most humans in practice! In fact, this might explain why AI is humanist by default"
I always wondered why my earliest memories are only those after learning language (age 3). Looking back to the earliest memory I have, it seems like all of a sudden I was plopped into the world and was able to record memories and function as I do now. But looking back now, I do remember visually seeing the things/doing the activities in my memories before learning language, it's just that since I didn't have any words to describe them, I perhaps don't "remember" those memories in the same way since the way my brain functioned was fundamentally different, compared to after learning language where it functioned similar to how it functions now (which is not a good thing obviously). How do you remember your pre-language memories?
Posted by: 90sRetroFan
« on: April 16, 2023, 06:52:19 pm »

Do you have a specific question that you want me to answer? Or do you just want me to keep recommending Counterculture-era media? I'm happy to do the latter too, but that can be done over at:

https://trueleft.createaforum.com/counterculture-era/
Posted by: HikariDude
« on: April 16, 2023, 06:20:07 pm »

Look 90sRF. I apologize if I'm giving you a hard time, but I'm just trying to understand your taste so I can develop myself and not make the same failures that Jews and Gentiles make. I'm trying to be nice. I'm trying to be open and ask questions. I don't intend to stress you via my excessive everyday replies, but I just want to learn from one of the least Judaized individuals I know so I can improve myself as an individual.
Posted by: HikariDude
« on: April 14, 2023, 09:47:53 pm »

I actually do remember crying over a Counterculture song. It was 'Rainbow Connection' from the Muppet series. I heard it on a kids show and it was mesmerizing. I don't know how you feel about the song, but I know rainbows were a big part of Counterculture as 90sRF mentioned here:

https://trueleft.createaforum.com/questions-debates/rainbow-flag/msg15434/#msg15434

To tell you, I cried over that song, and it was released during Counterculture era. I'd say it has some spirit.
Posted by: HikariDude
« on: April 14, 2023, 07:20:07 pm »

I don't know about other music, but I did remember I was drawn to a certain part of the dance for 'Laser Beam' that fitted well with the music, which ended up getting me more and more familiar. I didn't really care about the song, but now actually caring about Perfume's music, it's pretty cringe. Maybe I don't actually like Perfume's music. I liked how the music coincides with the visuals, which is what might actually be true but not preferable. Either that or I got more and more familiar with their music. I even saw a YouTube discography compilation of all their songs from 2002-2011 that got me familiar with all their songs in under 15 minutes. 

I did remember hearing 'Negai (Album Mix).' It started like a smooth ballad, but then autotune/vocoder came in, but I never cared about that because I thought I was loving Perfume by dedicating.

I remember seeing 'Edge' by Perfume, but the live version in their 2009 Triangle tour video. They seemed like party dancers that I would see at a formal party.

I also did remember hearing 'Polyrhythm' seeing Cars 2 back in 2011. I didn't listen to it again until I was observing Perfume.

When I play it on my own, I don't really see its true level of value, but when I play it for others, it's not pretty.

Another music I like happens to be K-pop, and the reason why I got into it is because I needed new music to follow and I liked that there were groups, nothing to do with whether I liked the music or not. I remember hearing 'Nobody' by Wonder Girls when I was younger. I remembered their simple dance when they performed in a pop concert I went to. But it became a one time thing at that age.

So moral of the story, I thought I liked some music, but I was just familiar and I went along with the aesthetics, which I acknowledge that it's in a way not noble. Maybe I need to take my time to get myself familiar with Counterculture music. Do you have suggestions? I like danceable music.

To be honest, I don't remember what music I truly liked at first, because I always listened to music because it's music and I was simply existing through it. But if I could remember, I'd let you know.
Posted by: 90sRetroFan
« on: April 14, 2023, 04:43:39 pm »

"Where do I start with to improve my interests?"

Since you are asking this question in this topic, which is about Original Nobility, why not try to recover your earlier tastes?

"who I am since I was a teenager"

Can you recall a time prior to your teenage years when you would have disliked the music you ended up liking as a teenager? If so, then you might be able to recover that earlier condition. On the other hand, if you tell me that you would have liked the same music even at a younger age, then there is no hope for an Original Nobility pathway for you.

"What do you think I can improve on as a leftist, and what potential do you think I have as a leftist?"

It would be easier for me to judge if you:

https://trueleft.createaforum.com/volunteer/