True Left

Why do you put brackets around the word last?

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She used childrearing (as you call it) when I was a child.

You have my sympathy, but to be fair this is not exclusively Western.

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She eats meat and dairy products.

Not exclusively Western.

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She's constantly telling me to 'grow up' and 'act like an adult'.

Not exclusively Western.

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She makes a habit of watching Western news outlets and Western TV shows.

Any particular examples? I ask because many TV shows are Counterculture-influenced.

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She actually is aware of how corrupt our government is, but she still votes (We're American).

You can dislike voting but still vote in order to defeat enemies who are voting, just as we dislike firearms but still encourage our side to own firearms in order to defeat enemies who also own firearms. Does she vote for the more pro-Western or less pro-Western candidates?

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She believes in the Official Holocaust Narrative and stubbornly refuses to accept any other truths.

She believes that 'Nazis' = bad guys and 'Allies' = good guys.

Who does she believe are the good guys in present-day geopolitics?

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I eat meat and dairy products.

Not exclusively Western, as Mazda noted. Anyway, have you tried stopping?

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Although I do not personally find them inferior, I play games and watch anime with 3D imagery.

What do you think of the 2D versions in comparison?

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I have sexual fetishes.

I agree with Mazda. Please elaborate.

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I rely on Western medicine

Have you tried visiting non-Western medics for your health problems? If not, perhaps you could consider doing so in future. If you already have, were you dissatisfied with the service from them compared to the service you got from Western medics?

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I place an emphasis on intelligence and education

In war, this is necessary to defeat enemies who do the same. But would you ideally prefer to live in a world without war, so that this is unnecessary?

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I actively make use of Western information centers like Wikipedia and TV Tropes.

Anyone can edit these sites, including non-Westerners.

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I believe people can overcome their genes and make changes for the better.

So do we (ie. this is not exclusively Western). We also believe people can overcome their genes and make changes for the worse. So on average the two effects will cancel out.

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I am tribalistically devoted to my family.

Not exclusively Western.

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I lack the spirit of defiance required to tell my friends and family the truth about Aryanism.

I don't mind this, since if you tried to, you would probably misrepresent us anyway.

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I have narcissistic tendencies.

Not exclusively Western.

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I lack the courage to sacrifice the deleterious parts of my life that I enjoy.

Not exclusively Western. Nevertheless, I hope you try.

https://care-clinics.com/7-characteristics-of-emotionally-immature-people/#:~:text=Many%20factors%20can%20contribute%20to,and%20high%2Dconflict%20personality%20disorders.

I was visiting a cousin recently. He was coerced into marrying and reproducing at an early age. Now in his 30s, he lacks self awareness, financial independence, independent decision making skills, health consciousness (he is obese), or impulse control.  A positive of this is that his children do not have to deal with a tyrant father. The negative of it is that they still have to deal with being dependent on an adulterated "manchild".

I am afraid I will go down the same path. I moved out to reduce the financial burden on my parents, but the various responsibilities associated with living on my own require a greater level of cognitive development.

As I said, I have a weird relationship with my parents. I realized during my teenage years that they did not care about me as much as I thought they did, but they are willing to hear me out if I open up emotionally and cry. For example, they allowed for me to be homeschooled after I "threw a tantrum" about public schooling. I discovered Aryanism shortly after (late 2016) but unfortunately my laziness/teenage sex drive got the best of me.

I would like some advice on whether I should move back in with my parents (and remain jobless), or try to live by myself?
Which would make me a better activist?

Fair enough. But I still have some grudges against my parents for forcing me to attend public school. This could be blamed on Western legislation, as they allowed me to stay at home once learning about the homeschooling alternative. So this point could perhaps be forgiven

But after staying at home I realized that I would have to face the world now or never, as my parents didn't have any generational wealth for me to live off of, so I enrolled in a public school. During this time I also realized that even if I did have wealth, merely protecting myself from outside corruption did not address the underlying issue: the amount of initiated violence in the world that goes unstopped everyday. This turned me into an anti natalist, and I wished I had never been born, which is why I somewhat still hold grudges against my parents for conceiving me.

Is the biological face shape in the video? If so, please timestamp it.

This face seems average.

No clear type.

You are already on the path of Kampf with your internal struggles.