The question isn't whether you fear death, but whether you fear dying without having done your utmost to end a substantial number of non-Aryan bloodlines
Yes, this is my concern. It would be awfully pitiful for the nucleus of the True Left to be wiped out by a stupid virus (not even a bio-weapon designed to target us, but something that only still exists because Westerners are too
**** stupid to stay inside for a month) before the True Left even accomplishes anything.
Yahweh will certainly be laughing if we are all wiped out, due to our own stubbornness, before we even have a chance to face him in a real battle. A soldier must have a sense of self-preservation in order to stay alive long enough to accomplish his mission (or at least long enough to sacrifice himself in a decisive moment), even if it means making certain compromises. Because in the end, accomplishing the mission is of the utmost importance.
Obviously, if we were in charge of things we would have followed China's example (as they managed to defeat the virus before vaccines were even invented!!). If Western nations had any competence at all, they would have just bit the bullet and decided to implement similar measures to just get this over with, but they don't care, and are never going to.
From a public health (i.e. state-level) perspective and an evolutionary perspective, using vaccines to fight a pandemic is utterly stupid. But, on an individual level, it is better than being at the mercy of the superspreaders for who knows how many more years.
Unless you live in the middle of the woods all alone, it is likely you will be exposed at some point. Even healthy athletes with no known genetic health conditions, etc., have died from this. Covid can also cause a "cytokine storm", where the immune system over-produces inflammatory molecules. A "cytokine storm" can be particularly dangerous to young healthy people with strong immune systems, since they can over-produce these molecules more than average people (in other words, simply having a healthy immune system isn't even a guarantee of fighting off the infection!)
I will not continue to expound on this, since I know how stubborn everyone is. But at the very least, redouble your efforts to remain isolated if you aren't going to get vaccinated. Maybe we'll get lucky and omicron will infect so many people we actually achieve "herd immunity" before a more dangerous strain evolves? ...We'll see in a few months.
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the side effects also have a chance of killing me as well
You are more likely to die by tripping on the sidewalk and breaking your skull or by a traffic accident than by side effects from vaccines.
virus has already mutated to evade the vaccine
All the reports from hospitals show that the vaccine drastically reduces people's symptoms, and that almost everyone who is dying these days is unvaccinated. So, it still protects you, even if you get infected. (It can reduce your symptoms to a mild cold, compared to having a plastic tube shoved directly into your lungs with the "full" virus.)
I have studied biology and can attempt to answer other questions anyone might have about this subject.
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Regarding antibiotics, it is indeed a good idea to only take those in cases of severe illness, since antibiotics also wipe out most of the healthy bacteria in your digestive tract that aid digestion. (But antibiotics and vaccines work in entirely different manners.)